Blind | Ball Tongue | Need to | Clown | Divine | Faget |
Shoots and Ladders | Predictable | Fake | Lies | Daddy | Helmet in the bush |
Are you ready?
This place inside my mind, a place
I like to hide
You don't know the chances. What if
I should die?
A place inside my brain, another kind
of pain
You don't know the chances. I'm so
blind
Another place I find to escape the
pain inside
You don't know the chances. What if
I should die?
A place inside my brain, another kind
of pain
You don't know the chances. I'm so
blind
Deeper and deeper and deeper as I journey
to
Live a life that seems to be a lost
reality
That can never find a way to reach.
My inner selfesteem is low.
How deep can I go in the ground that
I lay?
If I don't find a way to see through
the gray that clouds my mind.
This time I look to see what's between
the lines
I can see, I can see, I'm going blind...
I'm blind
There you are alone
With no hope of ever having something
to be proud of
Something earned without begging
Yes, I know you're a person,
A person close to me
Who do you think you are?
What more do you want from me?
Ball Tongue
-You got the dykes off, I think they'll
mind me
Ball Tongue
-The rag I'm on, we are justified
Ball Tongue
-Congrats you just fucked up my make-up
and shit
Ball Tongue
-What have you done for me?
Why are you at home buried in your
own self pity?
Why do you insist on living the life
clean out of me?
Yes, I know you're the person, the
person that took time with me
Does it give you the right to expect
your life revolves around me?
Ball Tongue
-You have come to take from your buddy
Ball Tongue
-You have never been so funky
Ball Tongue
-The higgle got sick of me
Ball Tongue
-Ahh, the dick is fine for the day
Ball Tongue
-Your brother took it from me
Ball Tongue
-Unidetified enemy
Ball Tongue
-Come fucking back to save us and
gave up
Ball Tongue
-They've come to deliver me
You were my brother, Where does our friendship end? (repeated)
I'm not going to give in
How can you fuck'n doubt me, but not again (repeated)
Ball Tongue
-They've driven right by my friends
Ball Tongue
-They've taken the take above me
Ball Tongue
-You're a psycho monkey
Ball Tongue
-They've come to enslave me
Ball Tongue
-They've jacken themselves onto me
Ball Tongue
-Your fuck'n gangster signs
Ball Tongue
-They've come not to save them, but
they take
Ball Tongue
-Fuck'n death to fuck'n me
You're all psychopaths
Ball Tongue
-Berome died at the technodrome
Ball Tongue
-You're right, he's dead, tear gas
dropped, but who was it?
Ball Tongue
-It dosen't of the rhythm of the damn
monger
Ball Tongue
-Can I die? Can I die?
Ball Tongue
-And then, the man kept kick'n me
Ball Tongue
-He gets him on, they're cool
Ball Tongue
-He wasn't dead, and then they knocked
him on the head
Ball Tongue
-No more, he's rid of you. You're
a Dyke
I, I am confused, fighting myself
Wanting to give in, needing your help
Skin cold with fear, feel it when
we touch
Outside I don't know you, but inside
I'm fine (fucked)
Can you see it in me?
Skin cold from touch
Each day confronted with what I have
done
You pull me closer, I push you away
You tell me it's okay, I can't help
but feel the pain
I hate you
Why are you taken?
I love you
I feel so helpless
Why is it you?
ripping my insides each time I'm with
you
why do I try?
why do I really need to?
Why?
Fuck you, bitch
Need to... fuck... slut
Anger inside builds within my body
Why'd you hit me? What have I done?
You tried to hit me
Try and hit me again, if you like
Throw your hate at me with all your
might
Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me
Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder
then me
What's with you boy? Think hard.
A tatooed body to hide who you are
Scared to be honest, be yourself
A cowardly man
I don't run around
trying to be what's not within me
Look into my eyes, I am free
You're just a wanna-be
Chorus
To come out
Hit me clown, because I'm not from your town, now hit me clown
Clown you ain't shit. Turn around and get your face split.
I'm just too fucking little (3x)
I'm just a fucking mental (4x)
I hide only to defy you
Take away the only love inside you
I see your face through everyone
Inside I've just begun
You think I'm out to scare you
I'm only out to prepare you
For when you stop and turn around
Your body's going down
You're gonna waste your time,
Your life will soon be mine,
You're definitely one of a kind, and
You're suffering 'cause of me, it's
divine
Tell me why you never liked me
Tell me wht it is you fight me
Pull down and wait for the perfect
time to take what is rightfully mine
You think they're dumb to defy me
You said you don't want to defy me
You wait, you don't want anyone
Oh well...
Chorus
You know what, Fuck you
I'm fed up with you
I'm not as good as you
Fuck no, I'm better than you
Chorus
Did you really think you'd beat me
at my own game
You try to see what you got
Me ripping at your brain
Him
Here I am different in this normal
world
Why did you tease me? Made me feel
upset
Fucking stereotypes feeding their
heads
I am ugly. Please just go away
Him
I can see inside you fine
This blessing in disguise
Him
Why do you treat me this way?
Made the hurt stay
I sound like I can never seem to escape
All the laughing, all the pain
If you were me, what would you do?
Nothing, probaly. You'd just throw
me away
Chorus
Here I am different in this normal
world
Why did you tease me? Made me feel
upset
Fucking stereotypes feeding their
heads
I am ugly. Please just go away
Chorus
Faget
I'm just a pretty boy, whatever you
call it
You wouldn't know a real man if you
saw it
It keeps going on day after day, son
you fake, and if we don't want none
I'm sick and tired of people treating
me this way everyday
Who gives a fuck?
Right now I got something to say
To all the people that think I'm strange
I should be out of here locked up
in a cage
You don't know what the hell is up
now anyway
You got this pretty-boy feeling like
I'm enslaved
To a world that never appreciated
shit
You can suck my dick and fucking like
it
He had my gun but he had to find the
money any say
He had my gun but he had to find the
money anyway
He had my gun but he had to find the
money don't wanna say
He had my gun but he had to find the
money anyway
He had my gun but he had to find the
money any say
He had my gun but he had to find the
money going away
He had my gun but he had to find the
money don't wanna say
He had my gun but he had to find the
money don't anyway
I'm just a pretty boy, I'm not supposed
to fuck a girl
I'm just a pretty boy, living in this
fucked up world
All my life, who am I?
I'm just a faget
Faget
I'm a faget
Faget
I'm not a faget
What am I?
Faget
You mother fucking queers
Ring around the rosies
Pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down
Nursery rhymes are said, verses in
my head
Into my childhood they're spoonfed
Hidden violence revealed, darkness
that seems real
Look at the pages that cause all this
evil
One, two, buckle my shoe
Three, four, shut the door
Five, six, pick up sticks
Seven, eight, lay them straight
London bridge is falling down, falling
down, falling down
London bridge is falling down, my
fair lady
Chorus
Nick nack paddy wack, give a dog a
bone
This old man came rolling home
Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow
Mary had a little lamb who's fleece
was white as snow
(Baa baa black sheep have you any
wool)
Mary had a little lamb who's fleece
was white as snow
(Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full)
Mary had a little lamb who's fleece
was white as snow
(Baa baa black sheep have you any
wool)
Mary had a little lamb
(Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full)
Ring around the rosies
Pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down
Chorus
Nick nack paddy wack, give a dog a
bone
I can, in every way
Mistake the pain I feel inside
It comes to me
Evil thoughts is creeping through
my mind
Who are you to say
That I can't speak what's on my mind?
It runs away
It's so predictable
I can, in every way,
feel the stress that tangles up inside
Too blind to see,
emptiness and sorrow of their lives
You run away
To the cover of their pointless ties
You ask me
It's so predictable
I'm gonna try
I'm gonna die
I'm gonna try
Another day
Silence overwhelms my mind
Who is to say
If I have the time, oh why
Should I pray
For all the hate to go away
Another day
I can never break free
You wait for me
I call out to you
Another day
I'll live forever
Should I?
I'm gonna try
I'm gonna die
I'm gonna try
Fuck
I'm gonna try, Should I? (Fuck)
I'm gonna die, Should I?
I'm gonna try, Should I? (Fuck)
I'm gonna try
I can't stand the sight of you
I can't stand what you put me through
Your life's a lie, that you hide
Is it that terrible being you inside?
I can't stand, oh the thought of you
I can't stand all the things you do
What do you try to justify?
You were just too scared to be you
inside
Let it all go
Look at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to really be
I can't stand what you put me through
I can't stand even the thought of
you
Your secret lies that you hide
Is it that terrible being you inside?
Let it all go
Look at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to really be
You try so hard to be wanted
False emotions tells you fronted
I think being a person relies on one
thing,
Be yourself, let you come through
You're too afraid to really be (Be
yourself, let you come through)
Someone who isn't false, who dosen't
care to be (Be yourself, let you come through)
Fake
Fake, you'll regret it, you'll regret it
Let it all go
I would like to search inside
For all of the things that you will
hide
What's the problem?
Can't you seem to
Search through these problems that
haunt and taunt you
I smile, while you're afraid
Your run, while you're so in pain
Do you ever see from outside your fears
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears
I would like to search inside
For all of the things that you will
hide
What's the problem?
Can't you seem to open your body and
let me touch you
Do you ever see from outside your fears
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears
I want you to see the life you have
disguised
The world of things that hurt you
Kept all these useless lies
I want you to fear, fill you on up
inside
Once I took you in, I'll throw you
out next time
I tried, you win
My life is ripping your heart out
and destroying my pain
Go
Do you ever see from outside your fears
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears
It is disturbing
Everyday confronted circumvents giving
in
Don't give it up
I keep asking
Everyday confronted circumvents giving
in
Don't give it up
Please God
Please God don't let me slip in tonight,
please God
Mother please forgive me
Little child, looking so pretty
You've raped
It's alright
I didn't touch you there
I fucking hate you Mother fucker
This isn't mine (Why)
Days keep passing
A lot of time (Me)
I don't feel right
Please God let me sleep tonight
I just wanna know why
Don't hit my stick
Well, again, please try
It is haunting
This takes my mind (Why)
Days keep passing
Line after line (Me)
I don't feel right
Please God let me sleep tonight,
die tonight, die tonight, die tonight
I just wanna know why
Don't hit my stick
Please God
Please God help me
Please God free me
Please God save me
From my painful situation
Oh, please God don't let me chip in
tonight, please God
Oh, please God don't let me slip in
tonight, don't let me die
Please God don't let me give in tonight,
don't let me die
I just had to get out all my pain
and suffering
Now that I am done, remember I will
always love you
I'm your son
Come out and play, I'll be your daddy
Innocent child, looking so sweet
Rape in my eyes and on your flesh
I'll eat
I feel dirty
It hurt
As a child
Tied down
That's a good boy
And fucked
Your own child
I scream
No one hears me
It hurt
I'm not a liar
My God
Saw you watching
Mommy why?
Your own child
Mama said she didn't care
I didn't touch you there
That's why mama stopped and stared
Mother Fucker, I fucking hate you,
Fuck You
You son of a bitch, you fucking ruined
my life
I wanted to die
I'm sick of it, mother fucker . .
. oh oh
Why'd you fuck'n do it to me?
I Hate You
I Fuck'n Hate You
I Hate You
Why?
I Hate You